Sunday, June 27, 2010
All of my happiness and joy goes to.....Lexi Sanderson(who really needs it)
All of my heart goes to...........................Reese Thomas(Because he stole it)
All of my laughter goes to......................My mother (who doesn't laugh enough)
All of my memories go to.......................Juliana Dunn(because she made most of them)
All of my money goes to.........................Mike Richart(who really needs it)
All of my dreams go to...........................Anya Clutter(because she always believed in mine)
All of my love goes to..............................My father(because he have enough)
All of my poems/songs go to.................Callie Kraft(who needs comfort)
All of my music goes to..........................Elizabeth Gonsauls(because she inspired it)
All of my personal possessions..............Mark & Matt Richart(because I can)
All of my pain..........................................Blake Anderson(because he broke my heart)
If you are one this list you have effected my life in some way..positively or negatively. I hope you all miss me! Because I will miss you all.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
yomin out the back window
Wyoming Out the Back Window
There goes Wyoming out the back window
Still don't know why we have to go
I just want to stay here for forever
We can go back, its now or never
This country is rugged, and oh so pretty
After this trip, I couldn't ever live in the city
So many memories, buried in this ground
It isn't too late, we can still turn around
Its the hardest thing to see, the worst thing to know
Wyoming is disappearing out the back window
Monday, June 14, 2010
I think you can all see by now that writing is my passion. Right now I write this blog, and I am doing daily articles for allwriters.com about high school drama, and relationships, and I am in the middle of writing a story for inkpop.com as well. So I have been very busy and I could use some feed back about my work. If anyone out there thinks I have any hope of making it someday and wants to see some of my work just let me know. I would greatly appreciate it!
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Here I sit, another typical day, wasting paper on my own foolish thoughts. I just betrayed one friend and I'm avoiding two others. You have no idea how low I feel right now. I want so bad to go home, go back to bed and slide under the covers, and hide from the world. It may be homecoming but I feel lousy. At least I get out of school somewhat early. If only I could hide somewhere and just cry. But I could never cry in public. My whole world is fading and I try to keep it alive, but I just cant fight it anymore. I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die. I'm lost between the two. I must sum up because in five minutes I'll be meeting a watered-down, earth-version of hell. God save me from my own stupidity.
I think it speaks for itself, and I don't want my summer or the rest of my life to be this way. I want to step out of this hole in my life and walk away a brand new person. I want to be the girl guys want to be around, not because I am slutty, but because I am nice and I make them laugh. I want to be the girl that people want to be friends with not because I am popular, but because I am honest, true and loyal. But I ask myself is this possible? Can I change now and be that different person?
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Any minute now, Sam may be no more
Sam is very sick, he barely speaks a word
For you see, my Sam is a little baby bird
He's a turkey to exact, he's the oddest little fellow
You can never enter the room without him cheeping a "hello"
He was born crippled, he may never walk
But the poor little guy sure knows how to talk
He is fuzzy and sweet and would never hurt a fly
But we can't get him to eat and I am afraid he's going to die
They say he doesn't have a chance, he never will survive
But I would do anything to keep my Sam alive
I have only known Sam one full day
But he's changed my life, I'd have to say
I'll never look at life the same way
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Once you go Royals you never go back. They have a really great thing going, a terrific feild, a talented team, and very loyal fans. I think they are aware that to many people they are the greatest team on dirt. Honestly I don't give a hoot about any other team in the league. Kansas City just means something to me and the Royals will always be the team I root for in the bleachers or on ESPN, because of last night, my very first stadim experiance.
Believe it or not, Kauffman Staduim is in the Top Ten Stadiums for fan appeal. They are at number 9 on that chart, but they will always be Number One for me. Let me say one thing that I know will always be true, I am a Loyal Royal...who else is with me?